helllloooo

This is Kelly's best friend, Megan.

Kelly's sick and I'm bored

so you all get a lovely update from me =]

But memories
Give my soul a different tune
Of all the lives you touched
You taught me so much
Now angles lift you up
To a place you loved so much  - Goodnight Nurse

Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood. - Donnie Darko

There are friends that stab you in the back
And there are ones that pull out the knife

 I'm ready to start this riot
I'm ready to start a new democracy
Of Something like it
One for all and all against you - Halifax

 I knew this was a dream
It was too good to be true
Coincidences were a bit much too
Who wants to wake up?
Who wants to lose it?
Who wants to live in this place?
I don't, so I'll be sleeping in - The Hush Sound

 i miss our city
the nights out walking
please wait for me...
i'm coming back to you in portland - Ivory

 I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in - Joseph Arthur

 I dedicate this song
to the boys who don't belong
to the girls who get it wrong
I'm dedicating this
to the ones who don't fit in  - Kill Hannah

Voluptuous and finely cut
What will it take to get you up
And dance with me in wistful heat
In this little club between A and B - Nightmare Of You

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows
If it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n' Roll band
Who'll throw it all away - Oasis

so i am obv a lyric slut (with an impeccable taste in music)

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N.E.W.S.

Some asshole stole my friend and I's wallets last night at work. All of my stuff is gone & the guys that took it spent all of her money as soon as they took them. My mom shut off my credit card before they had the chance, but now it's gone and my license is gone. And my school IDs for all four years..=[ So I'm having a bad time and probably won't update until Tuesday or Wednesday.

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o1.
some days, they last longer than others.
but this day by the ocean went too fast.
and if you want me, you better speak up.
i won't wait. so you'd better move fast.

o2.
I guess I'll always stop & see you &
we'll run into each other's lives. Yeah, I guess.
Although it tears me up inside.
Everytime it burns my eyes with tears.
But I know you're worth the pain.
--» Alkaline Trio «--

o3.
Maybe we weren't meant to be together forever.
But I thank God daily that he put you in my life,
& made you mean something to me..everything to me.
Even if it wasn't forever. --» Christina Ruliffson «--

o4.
Yeah, we laugh way to hard,
& act too immature, but i wouldn`t
have it any other way. =)

o5.
If you keep chasing yesterday,
you`re going to miss t o m o r r o w.

o6.
You don't just "get over him";;
You either never loved him..
Or you still do.

o7.
Oversized sunglasses and a string of
pearls around her neck.
She's devistatingly beautiful,
in an L.A. kind of way.

o8.
Just because you're leaving me;;
Doesn't mean I'm letting go. </3

o9.
when is the age or even the moment when you go from
being kids to being something else? people say that we're
growing up too fast today. sometimes, adults make it sound
like it's our fault, or at least our choice. but how can we not?
we feel invincible. we know so much. one thing I don't know
is that we're so eager to lose our innocence and i wonder, if one
day.. we'll look back and wish we hadn't..

1o.
Let the golden age begin.
-- Beck

11.
you like me..
but you dont wanna be with me
what the hell does that mean?

12.
The freshman girl,
Oh so shy,
sits an watches the sophomore guy.
The sophomore guy,
With his head in a whirl,
Sits and watches the junior gurl.
The junior gurl,
In her red sedan,
Sits and watches the senior man.
But the senior man, all hot and wild,
Secretly loves the freshman child

13.
Do you know what girls want?
They want real conversations and real love.
We want cute dates together, nothing expensive, the truth is
we only want to be with you.
We want to hold hands and lie beneath the stars.
We wanna be able to say something stupid and not worry
about it.
We want a guy that will love us for nothing but being
us; plain and simple.

14.
there's nothing better
than hearing you remind
me that you love me
whenever we talk.

15.
Never ever say no
When you mean yes
You never know if
It's your last chance

16.
when you have confidence
you can have a lot of fun
& when you have fun
you can do anything

17.
even if i said i didn`t care
a million times over again,
you`d know that i still do.
*Laguna Beach

18.
I never believed in love
But you left me convinced.

19.
I'm scared my heart will regret
all the things that I've done.

2o.
there's nothing better
than hearing you remind
me that you love me
whenever we talk.

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N.E.W.S.
- An okay job on comments, I guess. With 125 subscribers, you'd think I'd get more than four comments though. =[

o1.
Sometimes I wish I could
just look in the mirror and be
proud of what I see, proud of
what I turned out to be, proud
to be just me.

o2.
i`m staring at your photograph
remembering each moment you made me laugh
i never thought this would end this way
&& i`d still be missing you this very day <|3

o3.
anyone who has ever loved
could look at me & know I love you,
anyone who has ever dreamed
could look at me & know I dream of you

o4.
the funeral has come to an end
all the mourners go on home
but now as they live their own simple lives
they still won't ever be the same again.

o5.
How am i supposed to feel about things
i've done? I don't know if i should stay or turn
around and run. I know that i hurt you. Things
will never be the same. The only love i ever
knew, I threw it all away..

o6.
Sometimes to follow your dreams you have
to bend all the rules

o7.
just so you know, the only thing i really want..
is to see him again. you know, hear him sing off
key, watch him roll his eyes at me when i steal
french fries off his plate. i guess what i'm trying
to say is i'm crazy for him* --One Tree Hill <3

o8.
When you meet someone, you let them
get to know you, let them get to care about
you..then & only then, did you roll out the red
carpet so they could step over the tracks..
-- Starting From Square Two --

o9.
This is your life;;
are you who you want to be?

1o.
the nice thing about rain
is that it stops eventually. - Eeyore

11.
i asked for a rose, you gave me a dozen
i asked for your hand, you gave me your heart
i asked for friendship, you gave me love
i asked for a chance, you gave me eternity.

12.
She was happier than ever lying there in his arms. her fingers linked with his; she looked deep into his eyes and whispered i love you. he kissed her on the forehead and returned the words. they were completely in love until she realized that this was the fantasy she has been hoping and dreaming of; was all just her pure imagination..

13.
Its finally the end of the school year
threes been so much laughter and few tears
I’m glad its finally come to an end
Now its time to party with my friends.

14.
& its days like this when the sun is
shining and all i can think of is your face.
and the place i once loved is the place
i hate. and i can't get you out of my head.
& all i can think of is that night when i would
have given up the world for you. and that
same night when i watched you walk away.

15.
every girl should have a guy like you ;
someone so sweet that there's nothing
he won't do to make you smile &
brighten up your day like call you up
just to see if your okay

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N.E.W.S.
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-Grey's Anatomy-

o1.
They make it hard on purpose... there are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field.

o2.
At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

o3.
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

o4.
Intimacy is a four syllable word for,
"Here's my heart and soul, please grind them into hamburger, and enjoy."

o5.
I've heard that it's possible to grow up - I've just never met anyone who's actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don't go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope - against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope...

o6.
Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.

o7.
Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes to simply be human. Maybe, we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.

o8.
At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

o9.
I've been lying in this bed for close to a year, and I've had a lot of time to look back on my life. And the things that I remember best - those are the things I wasn't supposed to do and I did them anyway. The thing is, life is too damn short to be following these rules.

-How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days-

o1.
You can't lose something you never had.

o2.
You see, the key to this game is being able to read people.

-Just Like Heaven-

o1.
David Abbott: You saved lives.
Elizabeth Masterson: Yeah... including my own. I saved my life,
for later. I just... I never thought there wouldn't be a later.

o2.
Ok, I'm sorry, maybe you're not dead - maybe you're just really light

o3.
Can't you feel that, man? There's like this cancer-causing ray of spirit hate searing right towards your body.

-Boys Like Girls-

o1.
Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't catch you like I do
And you don't know why
You change your clothes and your hair
But I can't change your mind

o2.
Words screaming in my head
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming
Watching you and him
When it should have been
It should have been me

o3.
At five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive.

o4.
And when the clock strikes twelve
Will you find another party
Go and kiss and tell
'Cause you know I never will.

-Click-

o1.
He's always chasing the pot of gold,
but when he gets there, at the end of the day,
it's just corn flakes.

o2.
Donna Newman: Will you still love me in the morning?
Michael Newman: Forever and ever, babe.

o3.
I don't have any friends. Will you be my friend?

-The Break-Up-

o1.
There's a really big gap between getting your ass kicked, and having a dancing, singing sprite fool you with trickery, and then strike your throat before you know that you're even in the fight. But I wouldn't expect someone like you to understand that, because all you do is make moves from up in your ivory tower.

o2.
It's not about doing the things you love, it's about doing things with the one you love!

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o1.
FAKE --»
it's the latest TREND
&& everybody seems to be in style

o2.
You're simply amazing..I've never had
anyone like you in my life the way you
make me smile is just unbelievable.

o3.
I was in the sun but feeling cold
I was grabbing tight but lost a hold
Now who'd wanna stay?
Yeah well we're all here changing
`--> October Fall

o4.
Here's to the crazy ones.
The misfits. The rebels. The trouble makers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They aren't fond of rules.
You can quote them, dissagree with them,
the only thing you can't do is ignore them.
Because they change things.
While some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius.
Because the people who think they're crazy enough
to change the world, are the ones that do.

o5.
The nights brought sparks
and the sparks brought flames,
and you had to be sure
this wasn't one of those games.
but i'm going to show you
if you could just give me tonight.

o6.
Do you really want me to tell you all
the things I think you are, & all the
things I know I am? Cause I think you're
heartless, & I know I'm weak.

o7.
Choose to love ;; rather than hate.
Choose to laugh ;; rather than cry.
Choose to create ;; rather than destroy.
Choose to persevere ;; rather than quit.
Choose to praise ;; rather than gossip.
Choose to heal ;; rather than wound.
Choose to give ;; rather than steal.
Choose to act ;; rather than procrastinate.
Choose to grow ;; rather than rot.
Choose to pray ;; rather than curse.
Choose to live ;; rather than die.
-- The Greatest Miracle in the World --

o8.
[Andie is holding a tissue in front of Ben's face]
Andie: C'mon, blow. Nobody likes a Mr. Sniffles.
Tony: Yeah, uh, I hate Mr. Sniffles.
`--> How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days

o9.
it's eating at me like cancer
& i need to know the answer ;;
it's simply [yes] or [no]
should i love you or just let you go

1o.
I am going to tell you the truth..so be ready ;;
I LOVE YOU. yes I do. I wanna be with you as long as I can.
It will be hard at times. But  I beleive in this relationship.
I think about you constantly, & lately..you're all I think about.

11.
Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle.
Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you.
`--> A Walk To Remember

12.
"The question is not whether
we will die, but how we will live."
--Joan Borysenko

13.
yo necesito de ti como el aire que respiro
(i need you like i need the air i breathe)

14.
Let's be us again;;

15.
[ i`ll never let this go ]
that i can't find the words to tell you
that i don't feel that i know you
// Paramore

16.
She loves you...
just look into her eyes. Its there
when you're around; she glows

17.
Life is about trusting your feelings &
taking chances, losing and finding
happiness. Appreciating the memories
and learning from the pain & realizing
that people always change.

18.
Life's like photography,
you use the negatives to develop.

19.
Doesn't it feel so awkward
seeing him in the hallway &
pretending you don't see him?

2o.
I want you to fight for me. i
wanted you to say that there was
no one else that you could ever
be with && that you wanted
to be with me <33

21.
i have this connection with them.. though he doesn't
see it. it's like i turn around without a reason i can think
of & he's either passing by or is standing nearby. i can
pick him out of a crowd of over a hundred people almost
instantly sometimes. it's almost as if i can feel his presence.

22.
Am I correct to defend the fist that holds this pen?
It's ink that lies,
the pen, the page, the paper.
I live, I learn.
You will always take what I have earned.
And so aid my end while I believe I'm winning.
`--> Brand New

23.
Of course, you're not mine;;
that would be too wonderful.

24.
one day you will love me like i loved you.
one day you will think of me as i thought of you.
one day you will cry for me as i've cried for you.
one day you will want me and i won't want you.

25.
Why do all girls seem to fall for their friend at one point or another? It`s cause we see a great person, someone who knows us inside & out, someone who`s been there when we were down, someone who knows what makes us laugh & what makes us cry, someone who cares. We see the perfect guy in our friend. But what we don`t see is that as soon as we take that next step he will turn into someone we never knew at all, he`ll turn into the typical guy & it will all end.

26.
Life isn't about finding yourself;
// It's about creating yourself.

27.
I don't care about your past,
All I wanna know is if there's
a place for me in your future.
`--> Sweet Home Alabama

28.
if you want to know where your
heart is, look where your mind `'
goes when it wanders . . <3

29.
a best friend is someone who makes
your problems their problems so you
don't have to go through them alone.

3o.
Middle School Called:
They said they want
their drama back.

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